moving on???
The reality of it is hard to let go. The only thing you can do is start loving you. And erase all the pain. Think of this as a life experience. And it is not your fault. And it is not meant to be. Obviously, that person does not want it as you do. So moved on. You are suffering from heartache then face it. It will get easier each day.The saying “time heals all wounds” sounds trite I know. However, experience has taught me that it is very true. Your “wounds” never completely heal, they scab up, may leave scars and eventually the pain begins to lessen.You go on, but are reminded of what not to do or what to do next time when you look at the scar.I still struggle daily to forget and move on. The thing is you can’t forget when you love someone. The feelings remain but the person is gone. It’s like he’s died, but hasn’t and my feelings remain the same. It’s definitely a process of grieving. My faith lies in that God knows better than I and has something better for me. I struggle just to get through each day…T_T
Add comment January 29, 2009
kuchikimila
about US! (scrappy coco)
Happiness,laughter,and fun.That’s what we feel knowing from the beginningt that we would always be wanting to someday marry.Someday to have children and to grow old together.Not letting anything slip away..We look at each other with such passion and amazement.We can’t take our eyes away from each other knowing that we can make it work,that we will be together.We love each other with all our hearts.Promising to never hurt each other again,promising to be there through hard times. We make each other so happy..When we are together,everything disappears..Everything is perfect. We will be together forever..
iloveyousomuch MINE..^^
Add comment September 2, 2008
kuchikimila
la lng..nag away lng kmi..hehehe^^ (drama2)
Tonight, I won’t dream of you,Cause I’m tired of hurting for you.These tears, they never stop falling.Maybe in my dream, wound will start mending…Tonight, I’d pretend that the pillow’s not wet..That my heart does not lament,Especially when you cheated on me…Tonight, I’d pretend I believed your words,That I found a space to understand.I’ll act as if I am happy..Just for this night, I will believe to my fantasy…I will believe that tomorrow,There would be no room for this sorrow.I will make-believe that you would forever stay,Even though your always lying to me..Tonight, let me say ”I love you” That nothing has changed, you love me too…I will sleep without the fears,I would imagine it’s not the end of our years…Tonight, you would never remind me of this agony, Cause I will sleep until the pain left me…I am not afraid of daylight,Cause this knife is enough to start an endless tonight…
[To MINE: Thank you for bringing nights in my life...and breaking my dreams all at once. You never knew how much you had hurt me, and you'll never know how hard I would be trying to forget the pain... and to forget the love I have for you.]
Add comment August 8, 2008
kuchikimila
